Projects, Projects, Projects.

So I went into my recruitment office yesterday for my thirty day.

I did my pee test, pregnancy test, and i studied for my PFS for a little bit.

And I came out of there with 2 projects and a lot of recruiting information.  

Go ahead and ask me, Ready, Set, Go.

I swear every time I go into that office I laugh so hard, I lose my voice the very next day!

Best in What! The west!

Okay so onto my projects I have to put a power point together of the different kinds of ships and Airplanes!  This is going to take me a while that's for sure.  

And I also have to organize the display board with all of the Future Sailor pictures.  I'll take a picture of the before after and in between's <3

I'm baby sitting again today, but when she goes to sleep I'm cleaning my room and starting to pack and repack my things.

The first things to repacked and packed are my books, 

Then I need to decide what clothes I'm not going to be wearing in the next month and pack those away.  

I need to check out the whether too, anyone know what the whether in Illinois is like in early summer?  I need to start packing my bag for A School.

There's so much that I have to do!  YIKES! 

So that's what's going to happen today.  And maybe the movies if my friend ever texts me back. 

Thing 2 says bye and she loves you.

Are You Ready For This?!?!

1 Month and 3 Days, until BOOT CAMP!

Yes I said the magic word!  Boot Camp!

I fill out my thirty day today, and I'm super excited!  I can't believe that it's been 4 months all ready.  I remember feeling incredibly grateful, and ecstatic and beyond great when I signed my contract, and that was in September.

And now the time has come.  The time has come for me to become all that I can be.  I know that I'll be physically worn when I get there and I probably won't pass the first PT, but all I can say is I'll try.  But I'm super excited to get as far as I have without quitting without saying I don't want to do this anymore.

Let Me just say this number once more!

1 Month, and 3 days!
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So Let me update you on my life.

I've been babysitting alot!  I still need to pack my things up, that's a must before I leave.
I've discovered how much I'll miss my family when I'm there, but no matter how much I'll miss them, I still don't feel welcome in this house.
I cooked an amazing Pot Roast last night.  It was the first thing I put in the crock pot ever so I'm way excited and after that I've issued myself a new Challenge!  But we'll start that in August and hopefully I can do it for the rest of my life!
I've watched several really good movies.
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I've got a question for you bliggity blog ladies!

How do you get all of the things for your blog?
I'd love to make my own layout and button, but I have no idea how to get it and everything!  Plus I'll shortly be changing my blog name after boot camp to A SAILORS JOURNEY.

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Dreaming

Today when I was in the shower I was thinking to myself, What I want to do with my life, where do I want to go with it.
I've decided that after my first deployment, I'm going to go back to school and become a major in political Science and a minor in either biology or some sort of language.
And then by the time I'm 65 I would have saved millions upon millions of dollars.  Okay maybe not that much but if I become the U.S's youngest Ambassador then that's always a possibility.
My best friend who is going to be a world renowned scientist and I are going to own a cheatau in France, and a Villa in Italy and we're going to have a second income from our wine that we'll make from our Villa.
I wouldn't be surprised if my shipmates gave me the name of Dreamer.  I'd sure live up to it!

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I sometimes feel older then my age...

but then doesn't everyone?

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One Day...

I will be a mother, a wife, and an aunt.
I will be a Petty Officer or a chief in the United States Navy.
I will own my own book store, and it will be Nana's Corner.
I will be around when we find a cure for Cancer.
I will look into the eyes of my children and tell them I love them, and explain how I only want the best for them even if they hate me for it.
I will love, and be loved back.

One Day...
I will become an Ambassador
I will own large portions of land.
I will be in Magazines and newspapers all over the world, because of something wonderous that I have done.
I will own a cheateu in France, and a Villa in Italy, with my best friend.
My book store will be all over the world.

One Day...
I will become the person I am meant to be.

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It's Scary...

When you hold someones life in your hands.  

I recently discovered that my ex boyfriend has been smoking a lot of dope,

seeing as we're in the Navy about to go to boot camp,

the Navy has zero tolerance for drugs, and zero tolerance for alcohol if under the age of 21.

So what do I do?

Do I tell the recruiters and ruin his dreams of going into the Navy?

Do I talk to him about it although I'm not sure he'll listen?

Do I tell the recruiters and in the process help him?

I don't know what to do.

If I tell Petty Officer about it he's out.

But if I don't and he gets in then I could be risking millions of lives, even if he's going in as a cook.

So what do I do?

What do I do? 

What do I do?

The measure of a man's real character is what he would do if he knew he never would be found out.  ~Thomas Babington Macaulay