These Lies

These lies you told,
Weigh heavy on my shoulders.
This love for you,
Weighs heavy in my hear.
It holds me back,
When I want to leave,
And drives me to the break.
These lies you tell,
Lay heavy on my body,
But I can't leave your side.
I don't want to.
You lie to me,
But you hold,
And kiss me.
You tell me you love me,
Tell me everything's alright.
These lies I tell
Weigh heavy in my mind.
I lie to myself.
I lie to you.
These lies only break
What's in me.